I go through the same train of thought probably most days of the week

-empire is crumbling

-how tf does no one care or see this

-it will get very bad, and potentially on the turn of a heel

-I need a contigency plan

-wait but is that selfish?

-fuck it, I don’t owe my (lack of) community anything -one less white person in North america if I leave

-wait I’m abandoning the inevitable victims to fend for themselves then

-I need to read more

-no I need to buy beans and medicine ect

*gives up

The only thing else I’ll add is to not undermine the propaganda value of leaving (specifically to China for your case). Although personally I want to go to Russia. Part of my family comes from Russia (doukhobor) so it just feel less… Idk, passport bro like.

Anyhow there is great value in being the communist person who went to China and is now living a much more desirable life. As opposed to getting arrested by palantir. But that’s probably cope. Idk