I could swear I have seen this pencil you are talking about before, but it doesn‘t show up on your comment. Maybe you were too fast with your edit? I don‘t know when exactly you edited your comment, maybe under 1 minute after your comment? I know some systems „allow“ hidden edits when done fast after commenting

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I usually cry a lot and always have been. In my 20s I got diagnosed with Depression etc. Whenever I was in a clinic the other patients were telling me how jealous they are that I can cry so much. I never understood them, because it‘s very exhausting to cry constantly and it changes NOTHING.
After some years, suddenly, I couldn‘t cry anymore. Still depressed, but now I couldn‘t express my pain anymore. It was horrible, I mean crying constantly is horrible too, but in a different way. It felt like I would feel better if I could cry, even though on a rational level I knew I wouldn‘t. It was a weird feeling. I do cry again now and I think both extremes are similar bad.

Thanks for the explanation

Sorry, I still don‘t quite understand. So if I don‘t trust my ISP, why should I trust a VPN provider? Doesn‘t the vpn provider get the same metadata?

Somehow people are still talking to me, so apparently my resting bitch face is not good enough

holy shit, Matts video is even better, I wish I could link to it directly…

If you long press the share button under the post, you can choose the instance. Press the three dots menu for sharing as image

fyi feddit.de is dead, we moved to feddit.org

!ich_iel@feddit.org

Thanks, that game was amazing, I loved and hated it :)

Maybe it‘s your instance? Just found this: https://lemmy.ml/comment/14795408