In that it’s a lot more like mastubation in a sense. When I jerk off I only care about what I enjoy.

Wow, this right here had it make so much sense. Thank you so much for the detailed answer!

I’m curious on how do you handle “feelings,” and I’m not talking specifically about love. My biggest sex drive is seeing a woman enjoying herself with myself. I always had the thought that paying for an experience like this would have me all the time thinking something along the lines of “she’s not actually enjoying this, it’s just a job for her.” Could you please elaborate on this topic? Have you ever discussed something like this with them?