Hard fast and rough, like safe words level. It’s just not me. There is a level of internal guilt like emotions after that I just don’t like. Maybe from growing up always being much larger than friends and partners. I can be loud and scary to many people but I’m just not violent by nature and anything that resembles violence is distasteful to me. I have too much empathy holding me back.
Hard fast and rough, like safe words level. It’s just not me. There is a level of internal guilt like emotions after that I just don’t like. Maybe from growing up always being much larger than friends and partners. I can be loud and scary to many people but I’m just not violent by nature and anything that resembles violence is distasteful to me. I have too much empathy holding me back.
I havent tried stuff like that but I imagine I’ll feel similarly. But I’ll have to try to find out